Thursday, June 26, 2008
i'm truly done
God I feel like shit again. It almost seems pointless to even try anymore. I feel like completely giving up and moving into a trailer in some swampland. At least there I won’t have any expectations. I know exactly what I am getting. If life could just go swimmingly for a short while that would just be great. I really can’t take many more of these speed bumps and obstacles, especially if I don’t know where I am heading. It seems like life is just a big reality show where you are supposed to play this role. It isn’t your reality it is someone else’s. You follow suit and pray everything goes well. No input of your own is required. They will tell you how to act, dress, think, and have sex. All that is required from you is to play the party; no questions asked.
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