Do I or don't I?

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Do I or don't I?

He’s cute, a musician, teacher, passionate, caring, loving, philosophical, and did I mention he has a nice rear. All great qualities in a guy and definitely someone I could fall for if I would just let me damn guard down. Being with him is amazing because it feels like we’ve been together for ages. My problem is that there isn’t enough of the cutesy first time stuff…there’s some but not enough. I was even bold enough to tell my mom about him. Never in a million years have I ever told my mom about someone I was dating…at least not while I was dating him—not even the guy I was falling in love with. He is a wonderful kisser and someone who is up-to-par with my level. He is even upfront with his feelings about me. I told you all great qualities but something is just not there. Something is missing. I need more of the za za zoo! God he is so good looking and with a nice behind. What do I do from here? Where do I go? This is such a perplexing time for me. I guess I could chuck it to me trying to emotionally block myself from everything before I make the grand voyage. Hmmmmmmmph!