bleh

Thursday, February 19, 2009

bleh

While I am still fed up with being here and would love nothing more than to just leave, I have to admit that I am in somewhat better spirits, much to my great disappointment. I would have much rather liked to have been brooding and hating everything for days but alas we cannot have everything we want. Coming to work and from what I gather just normal/random life circumstances have caused me to “cheer” up and go about my business. I am still going to hate on everything but I guess not so much anymore.

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I’ve been “blocking” Chris from seeing me on MSN. So far, I haven’t had the urge to contact him and he hasn’t really thought of contacting me in other forms, e.g., email, or Myspace; not that I would know seeing as I barely check that account. However, after about a week or two of near perfect no-contact, yesterday I decided to unblock myself. Big mistake that was, or least I thought so at first. Seeing as my evilness was going away, the little MSN chat with him was exactly what I needed to get back into my bad mood. But all good (or bad) things came to an end when interacting with a coworker. I started to laugh again. Bleh. It was going so well. I was going to slip back into it and then that happened. GRRRR. Oh well I guess it’s for the best.