I definitely drove a 16-wheeler straight into a brick wall and continued to press hard on the gas.

Monday, March 16, 2009

I definitely drove a 16-wheeler straight into a brick wall and continued to press hard on the gas.

What a weekend! Still unsure whether it was a good or bad one but one thing I know is that I did a lot of “bad” things. I’ll start off with the Wednesday night/Thursday morning slobbery kiss I shared with the coworker. Who now I’m sort of on the fence with because I just don’t know what I’m doing. Sunday came around and he did check-in to see if I wanted to meet up with him. I, of course, being the nut job that I am avoided it like the plague. In all fairness though I do have to write this paper and I did attempt really hard to do it on Sunday-hmmm possibly as a way of avoidance? In any case, Friday was also a memorable occasion. After the let’s do Sunday brunch email I went on a destructive rampage. I met an ex near Times Square and proceeded to make out with him a little. After the rendezvous with the ex, I was within the hour lip-locked to some perfect stranger who I ended up kissing the entire night. We pretended to be boyfriend and girlfriend and are still in this game, or at least I thought it was a game. On Saturday we fully “committed” to one another by changing our Facebook status. I was hysterical on the floor with laughter. Still in joke mode I asked him to a Sunday birthday dinner I had to attend. He showed up like the good boyfriend and proceeded to be romantical. It FREAKED me out! I’m still freaked out. He kept holding my hands, which became really sweaty at some point, holding chairs, doors, feeding me cake, etc. Who does he think he is??! A real boyfriend?! Um, I don’t do that sir. So now the joke is on me because I used the pretend boyfriend to sort of avoid the coworker and now I’m in a “committed” relationship that is going to led me to being committed. He texts me when he goes to bed, when he gets home, about random stuff…omg.