what am i to do

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

what am i to do

When things are meant to be for me I get really excited. I can’t do anything but think about that thing that is causing my excitement. My inner child is placated. She feels at peace. She is content and feels as if she’s on the right path. On the other hand, when I am doing things that are no what I’m supposed to be doing. I feel horrible; I doddle. I act like a bumbling brook. Things don’t get done as quickly and everything seems to go array. Right now I’m stuck between a few things. One is an invitation to lay on a beach in lovely Mexico, the other is to do something big for the fourth of July weekend, and the last my summer euro trips. As it stands, I’m most excited about the euro trip. I get to see some good friends. I get to travel cheaply from country to country. I get to enjoy my life peacefully. Mexico seems OK and I did want to do a nice relaxing beach vacation next but…. I don’t know what to do. Oh yeah…and what happened to my economic hardships? Traveling is definitely not a sign of a person under an economic hardship. Ha. I don’t know how I do it sometimes but traveling for me comes easily. I make it happen…just as the saying goes…where there is a will, there’s a way…and I always make it a way. Berlin, Stockholm, and London are calling me. Ha. Mexico seems like it would be a kill drag. Fourth of July is always fun. What to do. What to do.