a spurt of goodness

Friday, July 20, 2007

a spurt of goodness

With high spirits, I am looking forward to my future. I am taking a somewhat proactive approach to make something of myself. (Actually, to make myself into the person I always knew I could be.) The sluggish approach I have been taking these past few years have done absolutely nothing for me except keep me in a state of despair. I am well tired with it and I want to move on.

While girls my age were painting their nails and keeping their dresses clean, I was handed expensive suits and told to fill them – well not specifically told, but what do you expect when you have more suits than dresses in your closet. The things in life I want, to quote the Bridiot Vicki Beckham, “are major”, well not big, big, but not what I was accustomed to growing up. I have given up the dream of having a mansion on acres upon acres of land. Instead, I am trading in my Malibu dream house for a loft or brownstone. City dwelling is where it is at for me. On top of the city home, I also want a lake house or winter cabin. Not too much to ask for, right?

I can make these things happened, I know I can. After all, look at my current track record. I have managed to survive and live in one of the most expensive cities in the world.

To be continued…..