to the rest of those i loved

Monday, July 23, 2007

to the rest of those i loved

Monday has turned out to be a gloomy and rainy day. Normally I would be ecstatic because it would mean jammies and ice cream, but not today. I just feel like blah.

The weekend wasn’t too bad. Nick came down to visit. It was cool getting to know him, and seeing how much he and Jay still liked each other. If only all break-ups could be that way. Alas, they aren’t. After Nick left, Jay was super sad. I felt bad for the kid. Break-ups are never easy, but he is confident he made the right decision.

Speaking of break-ups, I saw Brian (or at least I think I did). He was wearing a plaid shirt. YUCK! What is he a farmer? Well plaid isn’t too bad, but he just didn’t look too good in it. Besides, what is he doing wearing plaid to work? Albeit he owns the company (or whatever), he should still dress up a bit. At least, he should dress up for his one and true love, Sandy. Hmm….perhaps she strung him along again to devastate him? Oh well…it is none of my concern anymore. That period in my life is SO over with.

What is my concern is the rest of my life and figuring out what to do with it. I have a good twenty or even thirty years to kill. What should I do? Become an astronaut, a teacher, a farmer, a coal mine engineer? Hmm….I haven’t a clue. What I do now is that I need to seriously think about it and get on with it. I have wasted too much time waiting for the answer to just come to me. I need to be more proactive in the things I do.

To infinity and beyond…….