eat shit

Monday, November 5, 2007

eat shit

Typecasting is a horrible thing to do to someone. Who makes you judge and jury. No one assigned you to the highest level in the hierarchy. I know I am not completely innocent of this wrongdoing, but I am aware of my behaviour and am constantly trying to improve it. Earlier this morning I was classified to something I’m not and pretty much told I should be institutionalized. Albeit she was good with certain aspects, she was completely off over all. I am not crazy. I may act like a lunatic sometimes, but currently I am serving at my full capacity. Perhaps that little session was the jolt I needed to make a move on my life or go back to what I was doing. Apparently dreaming of not being an automaton who has to work the regular 9-5 is a crime against humanity. I should enjoy and treasure working for “the man” because I have bills to pay. According to this person, working is a wonderful aspect of life. Yuck…on top of my little hangover that thought is making me want to hurl. Listen lady, I want to fly like a bird, swim in the deep blue, and climb the highest mountain. Working for a living is not my idea of life. My perception of life is to live it like there is no tomorrow. Yes, it has its up and down days, but looking for the ultimate adventure is one of my highest priorities. FUCK YOU! You succeeded in making me feel miserable about myself for a good two hours but that is as far as I’ll let you go. EAT SHIT!