Oh no you don't.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Oh no you don't.

This effing woman has done it again. I haven’t spoken or seen her today and yet she has ruined my day. How does she do that? How is she even allowed to practice her craft? Can you call what she does craft? Listen lady, I am not crazy. I have never been crazy. Because a person wants to come in and talk to someone about her stress, doesn’t mean she is certifiable. Yes, I have been going through a tough time adjusting, but I have been doing it. Really, what are you using my money for? To wipe your ass? You are definitely not doing a fine job at that because you still stink. Eff you and your whole system. How dare you? When things like the above happen, I just really wish I was rich enough to make people disappear.

You know what, eff her. I will not let her ruin my day. I will have an effing productive day. I have a paper and a test to prepare for. Also, I have to figure out this whole loan business. It has been three months and I only have one of my loans. Hopefully the other one comes in time. Ugh. How do I fix things in my life so they run as smoothly as possible? Dreaming of good times is all I have left and sometimes that is even hard to do. It seems like one thing after another here. I haven’t had one good moment to just relax without something going wrong the next day. I really don’t know how much I can take of this. My stress levels are through the roof and my body is taking the heaviest beating. My poor little body is going to give out on me. You know what, I just need to stay focused. I can’t let little things like this a-hole woman bother me. I have bigger fish to fry. Let her be Count Dracula all she wants. You won’t suck my blood anymore. I NEED IT!

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This little girl has to shift her life in a new direction. I would like to learn photography. Learn how to finally play the violin and the flute. Travel to other places. Start off my career. Learn to cook properly. Create a beautiful adobe for myself. Have serenity and love. Be at peace with myself and the world. The end for now.