Thursday, May 10, 2007
Queen of Hearts
Apparently, I am the indisputable queen of hearts--acquiring, crushing, and devastating them. The total boy count as of May tenth is three. They are all handsome in their respective ways, and they all have a unique characteristic that attracts me to them. Unfortunately, I think it is about time I start cutting the strings. At this moment in time, I am all loopy in the air as to what I want. Sure I want the degree, the fame, and the fortune, but that won’t come for another few years. Maybe it is time to refocus on myself. I know I constantly talk about refocusing but sometimes you just have to keep telling yourself to do it or things happen that make you want to. For example, the two main squeezes, in a period of merely a few days, commented, in a nonchalant manner, a most detestable comment. It may not be as detestable to some, but considering I lived in a three-year long relationship with the most insecure person, I think I have a right to hate it. What is this comment you say? “It must be the other guy you are dating.” God do I hate that comment. I mostly hated because the three-year one, whom I was also engaged to, never stopped saying it. He even said it during the last few months of our relationship. Guys, whether it is in a joking manner or to get information from me, please don’t say those words or any similar words. If you want to know something about me, all you have to do is ask. I am more than willing to share. Nothing is more of a major turn-off than those words. Ugh! I’m going to take a little hiatus from the boys after this weekend. If they want to reach me, they know how to.
2 comments:
Do you watch Gilmore Girls? OK me either. But Sam does! I was watching last night and they had this scene where Paris (the only character on the show I like) suddenly dumps her boyfriend of several years because she doesn't want him factoring into where she chooses to go to grad school. While definitely not as drastic, I think it's something you should step back and consider-- I don't want you to impose limits on your bad self because of a temporary lack of direction.
May 10, 2007 at 10:21 AMDating is FUN and I am a little bit jealous of you for all the excitement in your life right now! I also can't say that I really blame the boys for being a bit insecure-- they are dating a cute, smart lady and it doesn't surprise me at all they are a little insecure/possessive. You're a catch!
Please let me know if you ever get sick of my unsolicited advice because sometimes I feel like I spew a lot at you, haha
Not at all. I totally welcome your advice.
May 10, 2007 at 11:30 AMYes, I have seen quite a few episodes of Gilmore Girls. I am very familar with Paris and her strong ways. In many ways, I see myself as Paris.
See...my whole thing was that a few weeks ago, I did want to factor the teacher in, but after speaking to him about being "exclusive" things just got out of whack. I was really considering deferring school for one year to see how things went with us. But, seeing as he is not all about it and still in the need to soak his wild oats, I feel like it is time I keep the focus on myself. The whole problem I had was me not wanting to focus too hard on something and then missing out on something that may be potentially great. Oh well....que sera, sera. Taking it one day at a time.
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